A summer after 9 months of blur.
I remember the EXACT moment in a spinning class when I had the tiniest hint of a piece of joy. It was a millisecond of a reminder of that feeling, and I remember feeling choked up and saying to myself, "I want that feeling back!" I truly am feeling some happiness again. There were many times I wondered if it would EVER return.
I still think back on some of my 'cancer anniversaries' and probably will for awhile. I still can get teary. BUT I can SMILE again!
